Everyday I'm SOsleepy =__=

2mr got test sumore, haven't read leh~ HAHA I'm so dead 2mr!!!

6 more weeks to go! And I'm going to start my 3rd year diploma soon!

But before this sem end, we need to do intern ship 1month..

Can't wait to see how's the reality life out there looks like :D

Today I saw a quotes in FB:-

人的情感根本是不由自主

同性恋又怎样呢 ? 幸福就好 不是麼 ?

同性礙到你們么 ? 如果 覺得惡 可以表看啊 。

如果有人可以選擇 :

(一) 異性戀 但卻不幸福 每天吵架 每天哭

(二) 同性戀 但每天過著幸福的日子

那爲什麽要選擇遍體鱗傷 不選擇幸福呢 ?

同性戀沒有錯 錯就錯在你們那種死古板的想法 ;))

If im in this situation, can I choose 3rd choice? :)

I rather to be SINGLE forever HAHAHA

and live HAPPILY with my parents~

Sometimes love someone too deep, can really hurt ourself!

But if really HAVE TO 2 choose one,

then I will choose----- the 2nd one >__<

Because I dun want my next generation

suffered between me and HIM!

But I feel if you really LOVE some1,

you can remain your LOVE in your heart,

not necessary have to change any relationship formally!

They happy, that's enough HAHAHA XD

If next time got a girl and a boy LOVE me at the same time,

AND i LIKE them equally..

I seriously don't know how to make decision!!!

I will tell them, can I LOVE BOTH? XD

I'm not flower hearted, I'm just appreciate their love to me~

INFINITY HUMAN living in this world,

we can meet each other I feel it is SUPER AMAZED

and SUPER GOT YUAN FEN!

Apatah lagi the LOVE to each other????

I wish life can be as simple as possible!

I wish I got somebody to love me until the very end of my world!

I wish to travel the world with someone I LOVE!

I WISH I can build my house near seaside, watching sunset and sunrise together with my love one!

I wish I can happy everyday, no need to worry anything!

I WISH ALL MY WISHES WILL COME TRUE :D

I never feel this way before

This is the very first time
My heart very pain, I cry when u said u HATE ME!
I rarely cry,

I cry because I miss my family,
YOU are the another reason I cried..

I hate this feeling..
You will never trust me, You seemed not to believe in every words I said
You are the first one I treat you
sincerely from the bottom of my heart

But yet u said: I am a faker, always act cute
So this is what I get from you T_T
I want you guide me when I'm wrong...
because we never know where is our mistakes until
someone pointed it out..
No one is 100% perfect in this world, so

please dun see me as if Im 100% perfect!

The whole night I keep on thinking my problems, until this morning I sent a message to you trying to explain waiting 2 hours, and you replied out of topic =___=
You dono how I feel that moment!!!
How I wish Im in Kuantan,

can run to beach and shout there!
I don't think so we can be as close as last time we did..

The chain of our relationship started to CRACK~!

And it seemed like I'm the only one wanted to repair the CRACK-NESS!

Yesterday you were so serious, today you can act nothing actually happened..
Something is wrong! You were trying to avoid the PROBLEMS

It is hard to know actually what you are thinking..

I feel so tired to guess this and that..

Like what you said life is short!
Although my heart
really
really really PAIN T_T

but I believe I will recover soon..
I will continue my life happily!

I blame myself
SUPER innocent tot YOU,
are the one can accompany me until the very end of world~
but I guess I'm wrong..

PS: I never lie to you

PPS: I never act as well
PPPs: This is TRULY TRULY what I feel, once again--- I never faked my emotion

I just feel I'm getting lazy nowadays! =_=

I feel I hate myself recently! dono why, but I feel sometimes I really din filter my words and just shoot out from my mouth! (MUST CHANGE MUST CHANGE)

But no one is 100% perfect! so...... MUST CHANGE NO MATTER WHAT! HA HA XD

I just realized, I mean nothing to you

THAT IS SOooooo DEPRESSING! ;)

Well it's ok! Because I don't really mind about that anymore!

Wish u all the best in future!

Ya, I think we both feel bored!

so let's stop everything we did in routine~

Maybe that is the best way for both of us....

Now what I want to do is:

1) Graduate my diploma with flying colours

2) Exam Piano for ABRSM

3) Get a good job (give my parents a comfortable life)

4) Continue my degree somewhere oversea

5) Save money ( Round the world)

oh ya I live my own LIFE~

Slowly I'm getting use to it to live without family, PROUDLY 2 announce: I.NO.MORE.HOME.SICK YAY YAY YAY!! :DD

2MR wanted to wake up early to go gym 8am GOGOGO!!!

Then Thursday going back kuantan!

1week I will be in Johor~

That's all night :3

0utiNg With Seniors

2day went out to makan with Gabby, Ah boon, Min, Wen Xin and Kai chee at Sushi Zanmai, The Garden. It is so delicious, I feel I will never want to go sushi king again after I went there..
But the thing I dun like is need to QUEUE UP for so long =_=
Seriously the SUSHI is so different and the price is quite reasonable! :)

1st time we ONE WHOLE gang of MCA went out together, NON-STOP laughing HAHAHA XD
Now thinking back about the jokes just now Ah BOON said:
"There's a job in Taiwan & HK where they need people to cry in the funeral.. (that's weird)~

GABBY: " so how much would it cost for you to cry in funeral?"

BOON: " depends lar! If they need me to cry ONLY is CHEAP, But if they want me to cry until pengsan in the funeral have to pay more, AND IF they need me to CRY in the funeral PENGSAN adi then got WHITE FOAM come out from my mouth of course they need to pay me EXTRA! because I need to use colgate to make the FOAM!" HAHAHAHA XD

I asked:" then wat is the MOST expensive package?"

BOON:" when they need me to cry, muka PENGSAN but can't really pengsan, have to CRY the loudest in funeral (dun mind if using MIC) and then CRY until kena STROKE in the funeral HAHAHAHHAHA XD

I laughed until my jaw dropped down! >___<
MAN can't stop laughing even until now! XDD
We talked alot of stuffs! until 12am only we went back!

OH YA, I got my BUFFET clarinet 2day! So happy! The tone obviously is GOOD! but technically I'm still very weak, so I have to work hard for this sem since I got a good quality clarinet WEE :D

2mr need to wake up early to practice piano, hopefully by 9am I will be there to practice!

This time CNY I don't feel any mood of that, maybe never listen to CNY songs HAHA

PS: Hope you are doing fine :)

This semester work to do:

1) Bangsawan
2) Prinsip Pengurusan & Prinsip Akustik assignments
3) Latihan Industri

4th semester supposed to be very BUSY! but I still can't feel the "BUSY" yet, maybe will start busy after CNY!
Next week is CNY already, can't wait to meet all my cousins! HAHA
I bought 3pants and shirt, just left shoe havent buy yet..

It is 2am now, and I'm still awake, seriously can't wait for tomorrow to meet my new "Baby"--- Buffet E-11 clarinet! ^^
The price she offered is RM1500, I feel is quite reasonable compare to last clarinet I wanted to buy which is the same modal with the price RM2500 without mouthpiece somore =_= But still have to test 2mr morning will see how..

This few days, I follow a team went to Melaka, Pulau Pinang, Alor Setar & Taiping..
Seriously! The 1st day was torturing T_T
I almost broke into tears.. TIRING until the M.A.X!!!
But the following days was getting better, and I have learned alot of things from THEM.. At least I know what kind of job is that--- MONEY can't buy experience.. :)

PS: I feel we no more close like last time, maybe we are busy, maybe we are bored, maybe we are too far away from each other, maybe............
I have no idea why am I always go to your FB, look at your comments and photos, it has become my daily routine!
But still you are the BEST I have ever meet~ TAKE CARE MY FREN! :)

A thousand year

4th sem in Aswara is coming soon!!1 more year to go.. gosh time fly! And I had met alot of people so far!
People from camp and from work.. it is so amazing to know them! And it's so happy I found someone who has the same dream as mine.. can said that mostly what that person like, what I like.. hopefully things that we promise to do together will come true hehehe ^__^
last sem was truly busy. it's my 1st year to take audio production! I really like it especially music programming class! not really like live sound.. hahaha>_<
next sem is time for my latihan industri, still thinking where to go..hmm

1st time TANG YUAN festival without family, but mama said she will bring for me all the way from kuantan on the 23rd!! I LOVE YOU MOM ^__^

another thing which I feel super happy was the blue devil camp!! GOSH I tot I was dreaming to meet them! they are truly legend man!!! i feel its too short for that camp , but i whole life will remember that camp! Hopefully will meet them again :D
I always think they are human being also, why they can be so success, but not me! But then I know now ---- the hard work they pay off more than me that's why they can be so successful in life!

GAMBATEH ANGELINE, YOU CAN DO IT!! :)

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